I wanna die rn 🤙🏽

1ittle1ynx:

The feminine urge this

The masculine urge to do that

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I have the non-binary urge to shut everyone out and hurt everyone, starve myself and self harm again..

1ittle1ynx:

I just wanna be someone’s first choice..but instead the only thing choosing me first is my blade

imsodunwiththis:

Kinda wanna kms lol

1m-totally-fine:

i’m not doing bad enough to deserve or need help because i’m happy sometimes and i can usually function “normally”.

but i have cuts covering my arm and i’m eating badly.

but i shouldn’t be doing those things because i should be able to cope and i’m not doing that badly.

but i clearly can’t cope if i’m resulting to these negative coping mechanisms.

but i’m not like going to kms or anything.

but i wouldn’t be complaining if i didn’t wake up tomorrow.

(via destroymylife)

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rohie:

when marilyn monroe said “i’ve never fooled anyone. i’ve let people fool themselves. they didn’t bother to find out who and what i was. instead they would invent a character for me. i wouldn’t argue with them. they were obviously loving somebody i wasn’t.”

(via vampyr3wife)

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(via adderallbabydoll09)

I can feel it getting bad again but I’m trying so hard to stop it

I’m sorry I’m so hard to love. I know I difficult. I’m so sorry, I’ll do better next time.

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bluntmary:

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